This month, for the first time in 12 years, I let my certification lapse.

I thought long and hard about this. I was certified in inpatient obstetrics as an RN, having taken a huge test, followed by bi-annual educational requirements. I was very proud of my certification.

This coming year I faced a crossroads,though. It is becoming evident that my chapter as a registered nurse is closing. All doors are shutting, and other doors are opening. I’m completely at peace about not working as an RN right now.

Or perhaps ever again.

So I let the RN-C lapse. It’s expensive. I have not let go of my license – I renewed in July, as a compact state license.

All I know is 2019 I want to be fully present for my husband, kids, and grandkids. I have two grandsons due within the month.

2019 is also the year of my novel. I’ve been constructing it in my head – next year, I will be dedicating daily time to writing.

Nursing was a beloved part of my life for over 20 years.

It’s a new chapter.

I’m officially turning the page.