I’m on a roller coaster and I want to get off.

My Diabetes has not been fun today.

I’ve had two hypos. (Diabetes slang for hypoglycemic incidences. )

Between hormones and the stress of knowing that I have cancer now, my blood sugars are all over the place today.

Strangely, I have not had enough carbohydrates and calories today. I’ve had three meals and three snacks! But somehow it’s not been enough.

The fun thing about Diabetes, sarcasm, is that you can do it all right and still have it come out all wrong.

Just knowing that the stress and hormones are messing with my diabetes, makes me wonder what’s coming up next going to do to my faulty pancreas. And me.

There is so much to think about.

I don’t want to think about it.

I have to deal with this urgent low sugar.

I don’t have a choice.

I’m not enjoying this.